Monday, July 9, 2012

JUST BECAUSE...

JUST BECAUSE...
 MY HEART STILL LONGS TO KNOW WHAT YOUR FINGERS WOULD FEEL LIKE WRAPPED AROUND MINE...
JUST BECAUSE...
THE PRINT OF THAT PRECIOUS LEFT FOOT WILL FOREVER BE ETCHED ON MINE...
JUST BECAUSE...
 THE EYES OF YOUR SWEET BIG SISTER STILL SHED MISSING TEARS FOR YOU OFTEN...
JUST BECAUSE...
 I STILL LONG TO FEEL THE WEIGHT OF YOU IN MY ARMS AND THE TOUCH OF YOUR SOFT SKIN ON MY LIPS...
JUST BECAUSE...
THIS WHOLE FAMILY STILL TALKS OF YOU DAILY AND MISSES YOU SO SO VERY MUCH...
JUST BECAUSE...
THESE BIG BROTHERS TALK OFTEN ABOUT THEIR SPECIAL DAY WITH YOU...
JUST BECAUSE...
 EACH AND EVERY INCH OF THIS SWEET PRECIOUS BODY WAS LOVINGLY KNIT TOGETHER IN MY WOMB... ONLY TO LIVE IN MY WOMB AND IN ETERNITY
JUST BECAUSE...
THERE ARE STILL MOMENTS AND DAYS WHEN MY HEART BREAKS ALL OVER AGAIN... 

 I AM SO THANKFUL THAT NOW I CAN SMILE AND HAPPILY WONDER WHAT SAMUEL IS EXPERIENCING IN HEAVEN... HIS PRECIOUS SHORT LIFE BRINGS ME JOY NOW!!!  THANK YOU JESUS FOR THAT!!!  BUT OH HOW MY HEART STILL MISSES HIM HERE WITH ME IN THE FLESH... I LONG FOR THE DAY WHEN HE WILL MEET ME UPON MY ARRIVAL INTO HEAVEN AND GET TO SHOW ME AROUND MY SAVIOR'S HOME...   I AM SO THANKFUL HE WAS SPARED THE DIFFICULTIES OF LIFE HERE... IT REALLY IS HARD SOME DAYS!  I DON'T KNOW HOW IT IS POSSIBLE... BUT I MISS HIM JUST AS MUCH AS THE DAY HE LEFT... BUT MY LOVE FOR HIM CONTINUES TO GROW...

LONGING FOR ETERNITY...

3 comments:

Becky said...

Those pictures are breathtaking Sara. It seems like only yesterday. And then you look at the faces of Lou, Caleb, Anna and JoJo and it shocks you into the reality of the true timing. How can it be? Samuel will always be a part of your family story, actually he touched more than just yours. What a heavenly reunion that will be!

Tesha said...

Oh how I love your sweet poetic post. i hear your love and your hope in our heavenly Father. God is good even in our sorrows. I am so very blessed by the testimony of your life and family!

Lisa said...

I can't begin to imagine... I don't always have the words, friend. Just know that I LOVE when you talk about your precious boy... I can't wait to meet him someday. Love ya.