Tuesday, December 30, 2014

I was in stitches... Precious moments!!

Personally I can't really deal with selfies:):) 
Find the whole idea rather odd...

Only really liked taking them when we had our international selfie day each month after our first Uganda trip... 

Hilarious selfies from around the world:):). A way to stay connected to fellow missiontrips team members:)

But last night this happened...








Oh they had me in stitches... 
I can not describe the love I have for these two precious kids who are such a huge blessing and help to me each day!!! 

The 3 littles love them so much... They love to be with them...

Enjoyed my last night on American soul with them!!!

Will update from Uganda...


Sunday, December 28, 2014

Thankful for today... and everyday...

At the moment my heart is sort of torn between two worlds...

I just saw a World Vision commercial for the work the are doing in putting in wells for clean water, all over the world...  I think my heart skipped a beat as I let the reality of the fact that in less than 3 days I will be boarding a plane for mission work in Uganda... I am sooooooo excited....


At the same time...
I am so terrified for the flight...I am sure the missing Air Asia flight isn't helping matters.   I know I need to spend some time in the word over the next couple days focusing on how many times God says, to FEAR NOT!!!  As well as focusing on His sovereignty and power in our lives... I would appreciate prayers for peace and comfort in my heart and for no turbulence too:)


And at the same time...
I am soooooo sad to leave my babies!  This year is so much harder than the past two years for whatever reason... Seriously, I was in tears a couple times today as I sat and snuggled them...  I am soaking in every little detail of the 5 littles... 

Levi's squeaky little excited voice...
Hopie's unending zest for life and all things wild:)
Isaiah's deep belly laugh...
Jojo's sweet tenderhearted kindness to me...
Anna's willingness to be my right hand lady with the babies... (she is SOOOO GOOD with them!!)
Levi's love for listening to stories in my lap...
Hopie's need for extra snuggles...
Isaiah's soft warm curly head on my chest...
Jojo's need to rub the sore muscles he has gotten from too much green machine riding.... (He is getting in every last opportunity to ride that thing before the snow falls:)
Anna's love and desire to read devotions with me at night... 




I kind of can't even think of not seeing them for 2 weeks... I know the Lord will use all the kids we serve who don't even have a parent to call their own, to fill my arms and heart to the brim while we are in Uganda... 

There will be many to love that is for sure!



Oh the expressions between the 3 of them....
Melts me...



I love this little sweetheart more than I dreamed possible!


Those eyes and that expression...

We have all the shopping done for both Uganda and the kids and Greg back at home...
The donation bags are packed and ready to go...
We just have to pack out own bags and pray ourselves up for the journey ahead...

We would appreciate your prayers as well...
For God to fully prepare us for all that He has in store for us...
For willing  and able hearts and bodies to serve in whatever capacity we are called to serve...
For good health and no illness while there in Uganda...
For the Lord to open doors for us to share His great love for people and His redeeming power with those we meet...
For the Lord to grow and refine us and continually draw us closer to himself...
For His love the love of the Father, to flow right through us to those fatherless kids we serve...

Thanks friends for holding us up in prayer....


Friday, December 26, 2014

Sweet boy


Isaiah had a little accident wiggling out of Lou's arms 2 nights before Christmas and immediately I could tell something was not right...  We got some x-rays at an immediate care imaging center right by our house that night... all looked good...


But... this is how he spent the entire next day... WOULD NOT MOVE OFF THE COUCH... It was as if he moved at all his arm hurt... So he just plain didn't move... didn't really want to eat and fussed a lot... poor sweet little guy...


We actually had a call to meet with an orthopedic the next afternoon and after they looked at the x-rays from the night before they wanted him to see an orthopedic hand specialist... 

It wasn't exactly how we thought we would spend Christmas eve morning... They took more x-rays and moved, squeezed, wiggled his arm... and watched how he reacted... HELLO??  OUCH!!!  

They said that they couldn't see a difinitive break, but that isn't uncommon in little guys.  The doctor said that judging from his reaction to touching and moving it, that there was some sort of break or fracture that wasn't showing up on the x-ray clearly.... 



The minute he was casted, he was a new little guy!  He was so much happier and felt free to move with out pain.  So the cast stays on for a month and we go from there:)  I have never had a little one casted before, but I am now a fan!  He is just so much happier now that the arm is immobile... So much less pain for him... So what ever it was... it will now have a chance to fully heal:)  



Our little rocker, break dancer Isaiah... I am so thankful for God's healing touch on this little guys life! 

Thursday, December 25, 2014

Merry Christmas...


What a beautiful busy day!!


Levi, one of the sheep in the 2 family services we had at church on Christmas Eve... We enjoyed dinner with our senior pastor and family as well as our youth leaders family:)

So thankful to be in ministry with them:)



I love these banners our children's minister painted... SO BEAUTIFUL!

Wow, to ponder all that came to us in baby Jesus... King, love, our comforter and healer, ultimately, our Savior... I am so thankful!


The new family tradition... Family slumber party by the tree on Christmas Eve... All but Greg and Isaiah participated:) 

So thankful for Jesus... The gift that means everything to us!!  Merry Christmas!!

Tuesday, December 16, 2014

Always FAITHFUL!



One of my favorite parts to the day...
The family prayer board...

On it we place anyone or anything that we want to remember to pray for... I was tired of telling people I would pray for them, and if I didn't do it right then and there, there was a chance I would even forget to pray for them... ugh... 

The family prayer board has solved that problem for us...

Somethings stay on for weeks... some months... some even years... 
Usually when we know someone has lost a loved one, those ones are up for the long haul...
We know how long that journey is, and how needed those prayers are even a year or more later...

We usually put a big for Praise by the answered prayers... 
and even then we want to praise God for that answered prayer for quite some time...
I always feel like if I can ask God for something, even comfort, provision, whatever it maybe... I want to praise him for just as long as I asked... that doesn't always happen but you get the picture!:)

He is so faithful... 


As of late we have had personal family prayers on the board for a GOOD eight months or so... 
Faithfully we have been asking the Lord for direction and guidance...

We have been unsure of His plans for us and how to proceed in certain areas of family life... we waited... We waited some more... We prayed... we kept praying... We are STILL PRAYING:) 
We continued to pray... "Lord show us your will, your desires for our family!"   


(I can't wait to share with you some of how he has answered certain prayers... but do want to let you know that it has NOTHING to do with moving!!!:)  We are thrilled to be here where God has called us... really dislike moving... and plan to stay put till HE moves us... Praying that isn't for a LONG time:)



As I stare into these precious faces of our kids, and dear friends... what resonates most profoundly is God's faithfulness to us... 
Again and again... 
Year after year... 
He is so faithful to abundantly provide... 

He provides friends, both near and far...

He provides more than we could ever need materially...

He provides the perfect shelter for our family right here on a church campus in the middle of a super busy city...(Honestly, he has blown me away on this one... I feel like we have the best lot in the whole city... feels like country living at the back of the church property... SO MUCH MORE than I could ever have asked for)

He provides for our spiritual needs through great spiritual leadership at church for us and all our kids...

He provides for the need of family close by... (It is precious to be able to have family more of a part of our kids lives)
He provides opportunities for us to grow and be stretched in our faith and put feet to our faith and serve... 

I could go on and on...

I pride myself in taking care of my family...
My mom was frugal... and did a great job taking great care of a larger family...
Funny thing is my dad has always said, " Your mom can stretch a buck to two... you can stretch it to ten!"
That makes me laugh...
I am sort of sick that way in wanting to get a good deal... provide frugal healthy meals for the crew... I actually think it is sort of fun... 

But I will be the first to admit, that there are moments, I sort of wonder,  HOW IS THIS ONE GONNA SHAKE OUT??? 
It might be while facing a certain bill, putting braces on the kids, adopting etc...

It might be when I know it shouldn't really work on paper for our large family... I don't really doubt... but it is a mix of some concern and some anticipation of watching how God is going to pull it off again:)

But that is when God starts to show off again... Who am I kidding?
He is always in the business of moving mountains to provide and care for us...




And just as this sweet photo of Jojo and his sweet friend Lilly puts a HUGE smile on my face... ( Man we miss you Tiews family!)

God knocked our socks off again... Telling us loud and clear...

"Do not ever doubt for a single second what I can do for you!"
"Step out, trust me fully and watch as I make all things possible...  Don't ever forget, I am in the business of moving mountains, making miracles happen even now...!"


So tonight I am overjoyed by the miracles He performed in our lives today and every single day.. It is so fun to see that faithfulness he has blessed us with as we look back upon the past few years... 

Sweet precious children literally joining our family within hours of knowing they existed... 
Babies beating the odds...

Life being restored after being frozen for five years... 
Joy filling our broken hearts once again... 

And amidst the difficult times... laughs upon laughs...
As these rascals fill our home with a whole lot of noise... love... joy... contentment...

and THANKFULNESS for HIS FAITHFULNESS TO US THROUGH IT ALL! 

Thank you sweet Jesus for the big reminder today... 

And please let us know sweet friends if we can add any specific prayer requests for you onto our family prayer board... 

We would be so honored to pray for you...

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

Christmas isn't always easy or joyfilled... when your heart is hurting...

My heart has an ache in it and is heavy...

Heavy for all the new families that have joined our MEND group in the last 2 months...

Heavy for all of those that are struggling because the holidays and Christmas are hard when  piece of your heart is in Heaven...

Heavy for a precious 10 grader from our old church school who lost her mom in 3rd grade and whose dad is critically ill in the hospital and not expected to live... from what I have been told...
(Could you imagine being 15 and potentially with out parents???  My heart just absolutely breaks for her... she didn't have any siblings either... ) I see kids like this all the time in uganda... but not here... I am so very sad for her...

Would you please pray for Emily... that if God sees fit for her dad's life to be spared that it would be... for strength for her and comfort for her heart... for people to raise up and surround her fully in your love... That if he does pass that God has the perfect family for her to be a part of...  She really could use the prayers of God's people.

I remember that first Christmas after Samuel died, and the truth be told... I kind of was hoping Christmas could just slip right passed us... That of course didn't happen...

 It was hard as a different mom, dad and newborn baby played Mary, Joseph, and baby Jesus in the church program... ( We were assigned those roles before Samuel was born)

It was hard trying to shop for the other kids, listen to Christmas music,  or cook a Christmas meal when really that all seemed so insignificant in the big picture of grief and sorrow.

If you have someone that you know that has had a loss recently or if you know anyone that is hurting this Christmas, please reach out lovingly  and tenderly to them ... please approach the throne of grace lifting them up to the Father...






Monday, December 8, 2014

Meals for Missions

Part of the work crew... getting the job done!  We could not have done it with out them!



Who wouldn't want this little man to help them??





Yesterday,  me and about 85 of my friends got  together to make over 900 crock pot freezer meals all for the sole purpose of raising funds for our St. Peter missions teams to Uganda and Haiti...

Both teams will be heading out in January 2015...
My socks were knocked off by the gengenerosity our church and our crazy committed group of workers who "get it done"

It was a TON of work.  AT the end of the day, we were exhausted... and sore, More so than I ever remember being...

I love being a part of a church that has a passion for sharing the love of Jesus with others who don't know him yet, with missionaries who are on the front lines in America and other countries, and with precious orphaned children...

What a gift we have in Salvation through Jesus... And what a gift He also gives to our hearts when we share it and His love with others!