Monday, February 11, 2013

sweetness




 
PURE  SWEETNESS... ALL  10 LBS. OF HIM!
 
We have 2 friends who both are on adoption journeys of their own. It is soooooo exciting to watch each of their situations unfold bit by bit. 
 
 One just received their brand new baby daughter last week!  
 
The other is still waiting...(We pray for our sweet friends as they wait... we know that isn't an easy thing at all... it is hard waiting for the Lord to reveal who that sweet precious new member of your family will be:)
 
We also had a couple of phone calls from precious friends who are praying over starting on the adoption journey themselves...
Our response???? GO FOR IT!!! It isn't easy but SOOOOOO worth every second of the wild ride that  jump in on when you adopt:)
 
When I look down at Isaiah, I am in awe.  In awe of a God who loves us so much to give us such sweet unexpected surprises.  I am in awe of this sweet little guy who knows me as mom and totally melts my heart.                                                                                                                                                                                                         I am totally in awe and so very thankful for His birthmom who had the courage to carry him and then because of her love for him, choose life and a family for him. 
 
What a precious gift to us!!!
 
 

Sunday, February 10, 2013

Daddy Daughter Dance

 
Anna had so been wanting her daddy to take her to the Daddy daughter dance in town... Here she is when Greg pulled out the tickets last Friday:)  Hopie seems pretty thrilled too:)
 

 
My 2 little sweeties with their papa before the dance...
Hopies expression cracks me up and HELLO??? Anna looks like she grew up over night... goodness... how is this happening so fast??
 
I am so thankful that Greg made the time to take his little treasures out on a date to the daddy daughter dance in town.  Anna picked to go out to eat at Chilis for chips and salsa:) 
 
They were so sweet when they got home... so excited to share all about it... the boys and I just cracked up listening:) 
Good memories!:) 

SANYU baby home

 
None of these pictures are from Sanyu... you aren't allowed to post any pictures from there online...
But I couldn't resist posting some more pictures from our time at Praise's house:)
 
 fingerpainting was a big hit... they really did love it... you can't really tell from this little one's expression...
 Painting fingernails:) 
 This little one loved being tickled... I love her expression:)
Community kids waiting in line for a donut and drink:)
Some praise time during VBS... I love it!
 
 
Now, onto our time at Sanyu Baby home...
 
Every morning and evening during our time in Kampala we volunteered at the Sanyu baby home.  I think it is one of the oldest baby homes in Uganda.  It is just a short walk from the guest house that we stayed at... so after breakfast we would get our aprons on and head down there to meet with those precious little ones.
 
 
I seemed to gravitate most days to the babies.  Not the itty bittys but the ones probably 6-12 mos.  Little Felix, who stole my heart, was in this bunch.  (Although I did make sure to get some time volunteering with all of the age groups just so I could get a feel for what it is like for all the kids there.  
 
There are about 50-60 kids there and ladies, called mamas, that care for them.  Maybe 6-7 mamas for the whole bunch.  (Not enough)  When we got there in the morning, we got them out of bed... for some reason it is warm there, yet they always cover the babies up with big blankets so they wake up sweating.  (I know African people tend to be cooler than Caucasian people so maybe that is why, but it was kind of a mystery because they woke up soaking wet from sweat and messy nappies, diapers!  They use very little disposable diapers, mostly cloth... but they don't seem to stay dry but leak almost always... hence the reason for the apron... It was great... you could just scoop them up, love on them and it didn't matter what was leaking of the diaper. 
 
We fed them "super hot" bottles of porridge... I am not sure how they get it down but they do and then they got baths...They were ready for the day... They usually get another bath in the afternoon, strictly because they are always messy from the diapers.  And the older kids 2-3 year olds get a bath at night:)  Now that is one CRAZY SCENE!  They basically set all, maybe close to 30 kids, on the kiddy potties and one by one they go from there to be bathed.  Then they are sent out for us to dress.  One night I literally was the only one trying to dress them.  At one point I had 10 little naked pumpkins who thought it was hilarious to run wild while I tried to pick out clothes and get it onto them.  It was wild... But they are so precious you can not help but just want to love on them. 
 
At Sanyu they take kids, newborn till 4.  At 4 years old they age out of this home and go to a permanent orphanage where they can never be adopted if they arrive there.  Makes my heart sad to think of young 4 year olds too old for a family... Yet soooooo very young with so many more years to need a family.
 
There were a few really sweet mamas that did their best with those little guys.  They seemed happy to be there and loved on those little ones... but a lot of the time, the mamas don't seem thrilled, to say the least, to be there.  I will admit that with 10 kids to care for on your own, especially the little ones, maybe they are just plum worn out... but it made me so sad to see them short tempered or just not happy with those babies.   I guess that is why we were there... to just love those little ones unconditionally and fiercely... and that is what we did every morning and evening. 
 
I miss those little guys.  I miss meal time as I went down the row of 8 or so babies shoveling in the rice and g-nut sauce.  I miss the cuddles that seemed to say, "I love warm cuddles, and I don't get enough of them!"  I miss lining up all those babies in front of mirror after changes and just marveling at their super dark, yummy skin.  They were sooooooo beautiful!  I miss the absolute chaos of bath time with the older kids... total craziness as I tried to corral one or 2 to get something on them to sleep in.  I miss singing to the babies, praying and blessing them before I put them to bed... I miss my Felix... honestly, he has a piece of my heart... He had only arrived there about a month earlier and was around 7 mos. old.  (that would be my guess)  So so so sweet, that little man. 
 
There is soooooo much more I could say about my time there... I loved it, yet, It made me sad to see so many kids in that orphanage when they could be in families, either reunited with their own families or in new families.  It made me sad that right now they don't have the loving, caring, nurturing love of a mama.  Hmmmm.... each of those precious little children God created... so so sweet... I miss them...

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

2 mos...


A bit of a smile...

 I love this little guy so much... He is so perfect for our family...
 
 
Everything about Isaiah is just delish!  Honestly, I can't tell you how good it felt to have my sweet little pumpkin back in my arms after 2 weeks away... Ahhh!  This mama is meant to be at home with her babies.  (Even though I am sooooo grateful for the experience of Uganda!!:) 
 
There are so many times I just look at Greg and say, "I love him so much!"  Adoption is a crazy thing... one minute you are a mom to 7... and the next you are the mom to 8 and you love this new little one the moment you know that they are yours.  Really, I couldn't have imagined it to be true... but it is... He is ours and we are soooo grateful for him!
 
He is packing on the weight great!  He is finally on the growth chart, which is a good accomplishment for a preemie.   He was 9 lb. 14 oz. last Friday at the doctor... That means he has doubled in size since I was in the hospital with him.   Jojo was born at almost that weight, but with this weight on Isaiah, he seems so big... I think because he started so small. 
 
Someone from church gave us some hand me downs for him... This little outfit has pictures from the story, Guess How Much I Love You??  It is precious...  I find the same to be true of Hopie, that pretty much any color looks so good against their darker skin.  I love it!
 
Isaiah James... you are a gift from God~! 


Monday, February 4, 2013

SWEET DISTRACTION





I am not going to lie... my little Levi, (and his siblings) have been a sweet distraction from my feelings...

I have had a hard time coming back home...

I have loved every single second of being back with my family and getting to spend time with them...

But I have a hurt in my heart that I just can't shake... (I know ultimately that is a good thing:)

I can't possibly have seen all that I saw, touched those precious little ones faces, loved on child after child and seen the deplorable conditions they were living in and not have my heart break. 

My head is spinning with all sorts of thoughts, ideas, wonderings...

Now that the Lord has given me the chance to experience all that I did and see all that I saw... what does He want from us now??

I have a burden in my heart that I just can't shake and I don't want to... Praying for the Lord to make His way clear... Does He want us to share this journey with others so that they  maybe would catch a glimpse of the needs there?  Does He want us to bring any of those children home? ( more on that another time:) Does He want Greg to lead teams over there so others may see with their own eyes?  Would He ever want us to move there?  Man, some of the conversations I had with people there were pretty amazing and certainly not coincidental:)  It is like the Lord has planted all these seeds, just waiting for Him to grow them into something... we just don't have any idea what that is yet? 

This week I have had feelings of awkwardness, not fitting in, sadness, and absolute heart break after sharing pictures of the street boys with some friends and realizing in my gut that I was going home to my nice house and warm bed while they don't even have a safe place to sleep... It seems... no it is... so unfair...

On top of those feelings we have jumped back into the schedule... basketball for the boys, a new study at church for me on Sundays... home school coop and more... 

I am praying for the Lord to give me His grace so that I can graciously deal with all that I am feeling in the best way possible... Really I know these feelings are a good thing...


Saturday, February 2, 2013

My feelings exactly...

Here is what my sweet 23 year old friend who went on the trip with me posted on facebook last night... thought I would share it with you as she shares my sentiments to a tee... Coming home to America is hard on the heart... Greg and I are using a gift card to go out on a date today and I CAN NOT WAIT to discuss some plans as to how we can make some real changes around here...:):)  

Looking forward to time with my hubby... Looking forward to how the Lord will challenge the 2 of us and our family in the future... 
Here are Katie's words!

 
After spending 2 weeks in Uganda, I was so excited to come home last night. I was looking forward to being with family and being comfortable.
 
But I’m finally home, and my heart is so NOT comfortable!

 As I woke up this morning in the safety... of my warm bed and clean sheets, I thought about the 10,000 children living on the streets of Uganda who are going to bed now WITHOUT a bed, who haven’t eaten in days or longer, who will stay up most of the night because of physical and sexual abuse.
 
They don’t have a family, a home, a bed, a toothbrush, a change of clothes, or any of the things I came home to. Instead of a frig full of food, they have a nearby pile of trash they will look through for their next meal. Instead of clean water, they have a nasty creek they may bathe and drink out of.
It’s not fair! My heart is broken!

 We need to GO more, GIVE more and PRAY more!!!
 
 James 1:27
This is pure and undefiled religion in the sight of our God and Father, to visit orphans and widows in their distress, and to keep oneself unstained by the world.


Proverbs 22:9
He who is generous will be blessed,
For He gives some of his food to the poor.
 Caleb and some of the street boys before a tough game of soccer in the slums of Kampala
 Weaving our way through the slums to get back to where the feeding program takes place... One little boy had said that he ate 5 times that week... 3 of which were likely the meals from the feeding program...
 
 Alicia and Ella with the street boys during the devotion and worship time...
 Katie and Ryane with the kids during worship...
The street boys and our team lining up for some futbol:)

Friday, February 1, 2013

Redeemer House

We are home safe and sound... So very thankful for that... I will post soon about all my thoughts and feelings as we have returned to the US... I miss Uganda... my sweeties there... our friends there... God is so faithful to grant us safe travel during the 31 hours it took to get home:):) 

I have loads more to post about our time there, especially about the baby home we worked at most days in Kampala:)

Here is a post I had mostly finished but didn't post while we were still in Jinga:)...


Another beautiful day in Jinga. I can't believe that tomorrow night at this time we will be boarding our plane for home... I have a feeling the travel home will be harder than the coming here...

Today we spent a beautiful day with Kathy and the kids at Redeemer house... Wow!!!! Neat place!! It is clean and really homey feeling. Right now I think they only have 13 orphans living there. They have had many go home to forever families:):). Yay God!! They will get more kids but are I the process of getting ready to move so they are sort of waiting a bit to get more.

The kids sang for us (precious:). We face painted... They painted our toenails:) we played ball, read to them, and really just hung out with them. It feels like home there... And I love that for those kids. Kathy is an older gal who felt called just a few years ago to start this orphanage. I love love love seeing these people young and old answering and obeying the call of the Father.

We learned so much from her. I was asking her all sorts of things about life, living here and her ministry. She is an amazing woman and a wealth of information... They fed us lunch which was so sweet. The rest of our team brought her all sorts of donations. It was awesome!! I know they will be a huge blessing to the kids there:)

Even with all of the amazing people doing great work here... The need is still huge!!! There are over 10,000 street kids in Uganda. A huge number of kids orphaned by aids, more than any other nation. The numbers and issues are staggering... I am so thankful for the people willing to go when God calls, but there is still so much work yet to do.

By the way...

Isn't that the most beautiful baby you have ever seen below??? Oh my yumminess!!!