HAPPY EARLY MOTHER'S DAY TO ME:)

HERE IS THE NECKLACE I PICKED OUT LAST WEEK WHEN GREG AND I WENT TO THE VINTAGE PEARL...

I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT! IT BRINGS ME GREAT JOY TO BE ABLE TO WEAR SOMETHING THAT REPRESENTS MY LIFE'S GREATEST TREASURES:)

When Anna and went to pick it up, we ordered something for her with the gift certificates I received last time we were there ordering mine. Anna was thrilled and we had a ball while we were there, just looking. They have so many different, neat items.

While we were there I came across a bracelet with a really cool quote on it by Eleanor Roosevelt...

A Woman is like a tea bag, you never know how strong she is until you put her in hot water...

So so true... sort of reminds me of being put through the refiner's fire. My, it is hard and hurts at the time, but oh the growth that comes from those times... But when you are in the heat of the "hot water" so to speak, you may just feel ready to get out of that hot tub! Praise God He is faithful to carry us through those times.

We had Good Friday service tonight and all the kids sat great. Really, they all usually do very well, but with Hope it can be a little up for grabs... she is never really bad, just incredibly busy, and constantly wanting to be moving. 2 services down and 2 more to go for this weekend. As much as Good Friday is hard, reflecting on the GREAT sacrifice of our Lord and Savior, Jesus, I love going to church this night. It is such a great reminder for me to each year when we have that passion story read to us again. It ALWAYS helps to refocus me right before Easter...

THANK YOU JESUS FOR YOUR SACRIFICE!!

NEED I SAY MORE??? :)

THIS SWEET LITTLE GUY...

IS A BLESSING....

STRAIGHT FROM OUR ...

HEAVENLY FATHER'S MIRACULOUS, LIFE GIVING HAND....

A SPECIAL SUNDAY

THIS PICTURE WASN'T TAKEN TODAY, BUT I COULDN'T HELP BUT POST ONE OF THIS SWEET LITTLE GUY!

OUR FAMILY IN FRONT OF THE BAPTISMAL FONT THAT WAS GIVEN IN MEMORY OF SAMUEL...

ALL THE KIDS GETTING READY TO GO HIKING AND EXPLORING IN THE WOODS.

(I HAVE TO PREFACE THIS BY SAYING THAT MY SPELL CHECK HAS NOT BEEN WORKING FOR A WHILE... NOT SURE WHAT IT UP WITH THAT... BUT WANTED TO GIVE YOU FAIR WARNING...SORRY:)

We had a really special Sunday today. Back when Samuel died, in lieu of flowers we had money given to SHOW HOPE (Steven Curtis Chapman's adoption organization) and our church to go towards a new baptismal font. It was taking FOREVER to get the font done and I remember mentioning to Greg after I got pregnant with Levi at some point that I REALLY wanted it to be done by the time I had this baby. I think the church originally had an idea of what they wanted done, but I am not sure why, but that plan fell through. So about 6 months ago Greg and I started to try to come up with some new ideas for the font. I wanted something that wasn't super traditional, somewhat simple, and unique in some way... just like our Samuel was unique, a one of a kind creation:) For the amount that was given in memory of Samuel the church was able to get 3 different things... one will be a more permanent baptismal area since the stone is HUGE and won't be able to be moved, a real small one for our chapel area, and then the one that Levi was baptized in today.

I love what Greg picked out... the pictures we took today really don't show the font itself very well at all. (Maybe we will be able to post a better one when we get some better pictures of it) The stone is really neat and is actually shaped in a triangle to represent the Trinity: Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Levi's sponsors are our good friends the Tiews, our niece Ella, Louis, and Caleb. I know they will all be praying for Levi as he grows and will be making sure that our little guy continues to know His Savior more and more as he grows older.

It was an emotional day... In the 2nd song today I remember specifically singing the line, "Mourning turns to songs of Praise" I could hardly sing it... I am so thankful that the Lord has turned my mourning into songs of Praise. I have been praising him a lot over the last 2 1/2 years but wow, there have been times, I just had to force myself to do it... to praise Him regardless of how I was feeling... but now I can't help myself... His faithfulness through my life is amazing to me!

There were a couple of times that my hubby was choked up... when he dedicated the new baptismal font given in memory of Samuel, and then too when he actually got to baptize Levi. During communion we sang "In Christ Alone". I love that song... we sang that at Samuel's memorial service too. Louis and I were sort of giggling this afternoon recalling communion. He was next to me up at communion and I was totally worshipping with my eyes closed that he had to elbow me a bit when the elder came to give me communion... I was in my own world... just me and my God!

We had a bunch of friends over after church for BBQ to celebrate the gift of this little boy:) We were so happy that my in laws were able to make it to town as well. (I tell you our friends are so gracious, during church Greg informed me that he had to help with the new member class after church and I remembered that it was our Sunday to clean up the kitchen... so even though some sweet person cleaned up the kitchen for us, we were a bit delayed with lunch... are we great hosts or what??:)

It was a sweet afternoon of eating, hanging out and visiting... the only bummer part was we did have one broken bone (a friend's son's arm) after a wrestling match on the trampoline... we are praying for Josh to heal quickly after they get the final word tomorrow on what needs to be done....

I am so glad to see that baptismal font finished. As a mom, I couldn't wait to see the finished product of what was given in memory of my precious Samuel... it was hard to have to wait so long. And to have Levi be able to be baptized in it was so very special to me. I am feeling so blessed these days.

We have an extremely busy week coming up... my in laws leave tomorrow and we have precious friends stopping and staying a couple of nights on their way back to Houston and then services every day Thursday through Sunday. I know that regardless of the busyness that I want to spend some time focusing with the kids on all that Christ did for us this week. Because of His death and Resurrection we too can spend eternity with Him... I am so thankful that He paid the price for me... giving me that free gift of Salvation. God is so good!

STORMS AND SPRING BABIES

Here are 2 of the 3 kittens our outdoor cat had this week. We thought we would let her have 1 litter before we get her "fixed" The kids are already trying to convince us to let her have another litter before we fix her since as they put it, "3 is really not a very big litter." The kids are enjoying these little furballs... but boy can they be loud for being so little :)

We got some pretty good golf ball size hail with the storm we had last night during dinner. OH... MY.... GOODNESS! The part of the storm that came through at around 10:00 had this mama in the bathroom with the littles... Of course it suddenly got SO loud that I couldn't hear Greg telling us to go in there, I just went myself because IT WAS SCARY! About 10 minutes later we heard our little towns tornado warning sirens going off. By then things had totally already calmed down. It was a little late for the warning in my opinion:)

I have ALWAYS been fearful of tornadoes. I think it might stem from the fact that I remember parts of the roof of my grade school being blown off when I was in Kindergarten. We weren't in school that day, but it still freaked me out. And here comes some embarrassing info... I remember being probably in junior high or high school and during REALLY bad storms going into my parents room and sleeping on the floor. That just felt safer to me:)

Here is Hope with the kids collection of hail from the storm...

This did not occur yesterday, but in a wind storm we had about 2 weeks ago... This HUGE tree house Greg and the boys built literally blew right over. I think that thing was at least 1,000 pounds. The sort of humorous thing was that Greg and I had just taken a walk literally 2 days before and were discussing taking it down. Now that Greg put up the swing set which has a couple of houses on it, we thought maybe it was time to cut down on the yard toys our neighbors have to look at. Literally 2 days later Greg woke me up and said, "I think the decision was made for us, the tree fort blew over last night"

In the CRAZY winds of last nights storm... the smaller slide on our BIG play set was literally torn off. AYE YI YI! Our trampoline stayed put, but our neighbors got pretty mangled. I am not sure I like these Oklahoma storms much at all. Today I heard that 9 people were killed in OK and AR. during those storms... so sad. Greg and I went our for lunch today since my in laws are in town and we did discuss possibly putting in a storm shelter... Hmmm who knows... This Wisconsin girl misses her basement:(

While we were out, the two of us ordered my mother's day present. (Tonya, did you know that there is actually a VINTAGE PEARL store in our town?) OH MY!!! I could go crazy in there. I think I have my Christmas present already picked out. They have the cutest pea in a pod necklace that I was eyeing up. I will put up a picture when I get my gift next week... I can't wait! I love it! They have to be a Christian owned store; they had great Christian tunes playing the whole time we were in there. It made me happy that their business is so successful, it was packed in there the whole time we were there. Go check out their sweet gifts and items at http://www.vintagepearl.com/

Ok, I better run, I am going to try to get my hospital bags totally unpacked today... it has only been a whole month:) I really did have better things to do than unpack though, like snuggling on that sweet little guy of ours... as well as his older brothers and sisters.

4 WEEKS OLD...

THIS PRECIOUS GIFT FROM GOD IS 4 WEEKS OLD TODAY...

COULDN'T YOU JUST EAT HIM UP? I KNOW, I SURE COULD:)

MY SWEET LITTLE SNUGGLE BEAR...

I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT LEVI IS ALREADY 4 WEEKS OLD. IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE THAT 4 WEEKS HAVE PASSED ALREADY. I JUST WANT TIME TO STAND STILL WITH THIS LITTLE GUY... SERIOUSLY I LOVE IT WHEN HE IS SOUND ASLEEP AFTER EATING AND I CAN JUST LAY HIM IN MY LAP AND STARE AT HIM... HE IS SO BEAUTIFUL...

I SORT OF LAUGH AND FEEL LIKE I CAN BRAG ON HOW PRECIOUS HE IS.... BECAUSE I KNOW I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH IT:)

MY MEND LEADERSHIP CONFERENCE WAS REALLY GOOD. I LEARNED A LOT. I DO HAVE TO ADMIT IT WAS KIND OF EMOTIONALLY DRAINING FOR ME. I AM NOT FULLY SURE WHY. I HAVE NEVER SPENT THAT MUCH TIME WITH OTHER WOMEN WHO HAD LOSSES LIKE OURS. I REALLY ENJOYED GETTING TO KNOW THE OTHER WOMEN THAT I DID AND I AM PRAYING ABOUT MY ROLE IN MEND. I LOVE THE ORGANIZATION AND FEEL REALLY PASSIONATE ABOUT BEING THERE FOR OTHER WOMEN WHEN THEY ARE FRESH IN THEIR GRIEF. I STILL THANK GOD FOR MEND, AS I TRULY DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD HAVE DONE HAD THEY NOT BEEN HERE IN THE FIRST YEAR AFTER SAMUEL DIED.

WE HAD A BOWLING FUNDRAISER TODAY FOR A MINISTRY AT CHURCH... WE HAD A BALL... WE ALL SORT OF STINK WHEN IT COMES TO BOWLING, BUT WE REALLY HAD A GOOD TIME.

I AM OFF TO HIT THE HAY... I JUST WANTED TO SHARE A FEW PICS OF THE BIG 4 WEEK OLD:)

SOME SIBLING SNUGGLES

Last night all of our pictures were scrolling through the computer and up popped our pictures from our only day with Samuel here in our arms... Looking in the eyes of my family in those photos hurts my heart... still so much. I am amazed at all God has carried my kids through in this last 2+ years and I pray ferverantly that the Lord is going to use that to do mighty things in their hearts.... that God will use them to minister to others in their lives that may be hurting... that God will use the hurt to help proclaim God's faithfulness to others through the storms of this life... Then I gaze into their eyes in the following photos and I see the faithfulness of our God all over the smiles and shining in their eyes! I am so VERY grateful that the Lord has allowed this beautiful little baby boy to grace our lives, and to light the fires in our hearts full with love, full of love for him, eachother, and our God!!! Anna and her sweet boy.... watching her get the opportunity to be the little mommy that I always see in her, is melting my heart these days! SUCH SWEET LOVE!!!

Jojo is growing up... he lost his first top tooth while I was in the hospital... now his whole face looks a little different when he smiles... Jojo says he thinks that Levi is SO AWESOME!

Most people would never know it from talking to Caleb because he is such a busy, sports loving kind of kid... but he is a BABY LOVER! He always has been... Last night I was up at 2:00 am (The truth be told, I had only gone to bed 45 minutes earlier) feeding Levi... he was crying when I changed his diaper and out comes Caleb... he came, sat, talked with me, and just watched Levi as he finished up eating... then off, back to bed he went!

I know, I know, Louis' glasses on the top of his head are about the size of ski goggles:)... Here he was the very first time he got to hold this sweet little miraculous Levi... I am so blessed to have this big boy around the house to help hold down the fort:)

Does this grin say it all or what??? I laughed when I first posted this on facebook, a gal from church said, "Watch out, she will be pinching him any second!"

You know that is what I would have thought before Levi was born... but Hope has done sooooo well with her. Of course I would NEVER trust her alone in a room with him, but she has done nothing but love on him. She is usually full of the hootspa and gusto, but truly with Levi she has always been gentle. I am so thankful. I know that may change ... but she has done so well and is so sweet with him when she gets the chance...

Honestly, this little guy is always being loved on by the bigger kids she barely can get a hand on him:)

By the way, I am off tomorrow for an overnight with my leader from my MEND group here in Tulsa to the leadership conference in Dallas... I am praying that I will learn lots that will help us be able to continue to minister to hurting mom's and their families here in our area...

THE NEIGHBORS SAY...

THE NEIGHBORS SAY... OUR HOUSE HAS A MAGNET IN IT... A KID MAGNET THAT IS....

THAT ATTRACTS ALL THE NEIGHBORHOOD KIDS...

TO COME TO OUR HOUSE TO PLAY...

AND I WOULDN'T HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY:)

WE HAD BEAUTIFUL 85 DEGREE WEATHER YESTERDAY. OUR KIDS AS WELL AS THE NEIGHBORHOOD CREW GOT OUT THE NEW SLIP AND SLIDE... AND A GOOD TIME WAS HAD BY ALL:)

NEEDLESS TO SAY THERE WAS A BIT OF HOSING OFF THAT HAD TO BE DONE AFTERWARDS:)