tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4034044339369402776.post6694657515498990299..comments2024-01-03T18:03:56.731-08:00Comments on HINTZ'S HAPPENINGS: NOT ME MONDAYSarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17679265370655421932noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4034044339369402776.post-18891770278550709872009-10-20T10:41:00.820-07:002009-10-20T10:41:00.820-07:00I'm quite enjoying your NOT ME MONDAY posts! ...I'm quite enjoying your NOT ME MONDAY posts! I haven't gotten up the nerve to try it yet. (Really, I just think I'm not creative enough!)<br /><br />I can't believe Samuel's heaven day is just a little over one week away. Do you have plans as to how you're going to spend that day? I have had several people say that the anticipation is much worse than the day itself. I can't imagine but will find out soon enough.<br /><br />I've been praying for you and will continue to. I honestly had never read your posts from last year when Samuel died. I just went back to the days before he was born, and with tears streaming down my face, read your words. You were beautifully glowing as you awaited his arrival. I remember those feelings of excitement and anticipation just like it was yesterday. My heart longs to go back in time and re-live it all. It sounds crazy, but even if I had the pain of losing him again, I would get to feel Grady alive, well, kicking, hiccuping, etc. I would get to hold him and kiss him again, and knowing what I know now, make different, better choices. He was (and is) such a beautiful baby boy! I can't get over his rosey red lips, too, just like Grady's. I probably kissed them way too much, but they were sweet kisses and precious memories.<br /><br />Taking care of Grady was supposed to be my 24/7 job too. Adjusting to life which was so different, yet very normal, without him was, and continues to be, hard for me. I always think of what he would be doing or how differently we would have to plan with him here. <br /><br />I am so blessed and thankful to have you as a friend now. I only wish we had known each other last year to walk this road together from the beginning. <br /><br />Sending you big hugs, lots of love and prayers, and many blessings!<br /><br />TonyaTonyahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01573072091399987210noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4034044339369402776.post-63185771095405361902009-10-20T04:19:48.836-07:002009-10-20T04:19:48.836-07:00Very cute!! Haha Don't you just love my godson...Very cute!! Haha Don't you just love my godson!?!?!!?<br />Holy Moly I have disappeared for a while...my blogs are actually scheduled posts that I did a while ago :( The Chili Cook-Off is freaking me out! Ha At least I wll have 5 people if you guys still plan to come!!! Haha Sara, please pray that this event is a success-getting nervous!<br />I love and miss you-so sorry I have not called in weeks :( I MISS talking to you friend!!<br />Love you!<br />RyRyanehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16590480253926325839noreply@blogger.com